Story Behind The Song
Released in 1987, “What Have I Done To Deserve This?” was one of the standout singles from the Pet Shop Boys’ second studio album, Actually. Written by Neil Tennant, Chris Lowe & Allee Willis, the song featured a memorable guest vocal from Dusty Springfield, whose career enjoyed a remarkable revival following its release. Produced by Stephen Hague, the track blended sophisticated synth-pop with soulful melodies, creating one of the duo’s most enduring and emotionally resonant recordings.
The song tells the story of a relationship that has broken down, with both voices reflecting on disappointment, regret and unanswered questions. Neil Tennant’s understated vocal style contrasts beautifully with Dusty Springfield’s rich, expressive performance, creating a compelling dialogue between two people looking back on lost love. Beneath the vocals, crisp electronic rhythms, lush synthesiser arrangements and subtle orchestration provide a polished backdrop that perfectly complements the song’s emotional depth. The memorable chorus and elegant production showcase the Pet Shop Boys at the height of their songwriting powers.
“What Have I Done To Deserve This?” became one of the Pet Shop Boys’ signature songs and played an important role in reintroducing Dusty Springfield to a new generation of listeners. The collaboration was widely praised for its chemistry, proving that classic soul and contemporary electronic pop could blend seamlessly. Today, the song is regarded as one of the finest duets of the 1980s, admired for its intelligent lyrics, timeless melody and immaculate production. It remains a defining moment in the careers of both the Pet Shop Boys and Dusty Springfield, with its emotional honesty and sophisticated pop craftsmanship continuing to resonate with audiences.
The song peaked at No. 02 in the UK charts on 29th August 1987.
Eighties Archive Song Number
Highest Chart Position
Date Released
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Date Of UK Top 40 Entry
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A-SIDE & B-SIDE COVERS
TRACK LISTING
| A-Side | What Have I Done To Deserve This? (4:23) (Neil Tennant, Chris Lowe, Allee Willis) Produced By Stephen Hague |
| B-Side | A New Life (4:55) (Neil Tennant, Chris Lowe, Helena Springs) Produced By Pet Shop Boys & David Jacob |
CHART PERFORMANCE
| UK Top 40 Chart Run [7 Weeks] – 22nd August 1987 – 3rd October 1987 |
OFFICIALLY RELEASED VERSIONS
What Have I Done To Deserve This [Single Version] [4:23]
What Have I Done To Deserve This [Extended Mix] [6:50]
What Have I Done To Deserve This [Disco Mix] [8:13]
What Have I Done To Deserve This [Shep Pettibone Remix] [8:30]
What Have I Done To Deserve This [Dub Mix] [6:50]
See ALL releases of ‘What Have I Done To Deserve This?’ on Discogs.
OFFICIAL VIDEO
LYRICS
You always wanted a lover
I only wanted a job
I’ve always worked for my living
How am I gonna get through?
How am I gonna get through?
I come here looking for money
(Got to have it)
And end up living with love, oh, oh
Now you left me with nothing
(Can’t take it)
How am I gonna get through?
How am I gonna get through?
I bought you drinks, I brought you flowers
I read you books and talked for hours
Every day, so many drinks
Such pretty flowers, so tell me
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What have I, what have I, what have I …
Since you went away I’ve been hanging around
I’ve been wondering why I’m feeling down
You went away, it should make me feel better
But I don’t know, oh
How I’m gonna get through?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
You always wanted me to be something I wasn’t
You always wanted too much, oh, oh
Now I can do what I want to – forever
How am I gonna get through?
How am I gonna get through?
At night, the people come and go
They talk too fast, and walk too slow
Chasing time from hour to hour
I pour the drinks and crush the flowers
What have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What have I, what have I, what have I …
Since you went away I’ve been hanging around
I’ve been wondering why I’m feeling down
You went away, it should make me feel better
But I don’t know, oh
How I’m gonna get through? (baby)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through? (baby)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through? (baby)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through? (tell me)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through? (baby)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
How I’m gonna get through? (yeah)
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Gonna get through?
Gonna get through?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
I’m gonna get through, right?
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
We don’t have to fall apart, we don’t have to fight
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
We don’t need to go to hell and back every night
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
You never ever left me, baby, think of me…
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Oh, babe
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
We don’t have to fall apart, we don’t have to fight
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
We don’t need to go to hell and back every night
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Gonna get through, baby, I’m gonna get
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Forever
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Gonna get through, baby, yeah,
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Gonna get through, get through, baby, ooh
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
Written by Chris Lowe, Neil Tennant, Allee Willis






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